Getting Back On Track

so, since I am feeling extremely insecure about my body size
and since I am so afraid that my bf would find someone else
I decided to get back on track with my weight loss program
well it is not really a weight loss program tho
it is just something that I like to do to train
currently, I am on my second day of dance routine
my dance routine would start at 10pm and ends at around 11pm
and no, I do not dance for 1 hour straight
I have my brother and sister to alternate the session with

as for my meal plan
I am still training myself to eat clean
it is definitely not easy for a daily junk food eater to suddenly eat clean :'(
I am sacrificing so much junk food for this but yea, I hope the results will be great
as for breakfast, I practice eating Fitnesse cereal with fruits which taste awesome
and for my lunch, I cut down the rice
if last time I used to eat one whole plate of rice, now I cut down to half a plate
well, it is a good progress I guess?
for dinner, I will somehow cook my own meal
because I am afraid if I eat my mom's food, I can't stop.

so yea. that's my current progress.
i think my current weight is 85kg.
we'll see how much weight I can lose aye?